Mar. 22nd, 2005 11:32 pm
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Recently...
Last weekend,
not_a_robotInvited me to a birthday party in Derby... it reminded me of everything that was great about the post-highschool months... good fun, getting to meet all sorts of cool people, great conversation, etc etc... Here's to many more...
An old family friend has been hanging around quite a bit... He just got back in town, and was needing my help with getting set up on an internet connection for his online game, as well as dirving him down to the local foodbank... its good to hear from him again, and I dont mind helping, but I do hope he is not becoming too dependant on me, etc...
Yesterday, I almost had a coronary... I was supposed to be at work an hour early, at 9, for some sort of team meeting... I woke up at 9:10... for a while, I just wanting to lock my doors, baracade all the windows, shut off my phone service, and just become a shut in recluse I was so depressed over it... Thankfully, since it was a non-mandatory type thing, it was forgiven...
But it does make me think... is that all there is? Only waking up, going to a job Im disliking more and more, simply because Im afraid to get fired, because I cannot afford to be unemployed? it always seems like the good things to look forward to in life, when there are any, are always fleeting...
Im wanting to go see Finding Neverland, if its still at the Palace East, tomorrow... anyone want to join me?
Ah yes... its Comic Convention Time again!
Im going to KC 2 April, then Im off until the following thursday... Anyone want to join? I may want to be back in wichita the following monday, since Timothy invited me to go see Sin City with him and his group that day, and I may take him up on it...
I was originaly wanting ashley to come with me, since I would undoubtedly be passing through Emporia that day... but somehow, I doubt it...
Blah... why is it, that for months, I would not think so much about her, and only recently, she has been the cause of so much heartache? Sometimes, I hate being human...
But its not so bad I suppose... It only hurts, When I dont have a reason to be a human...
Last weekend,
An old family friend has been hanging around quite a bit... He just got back in town, and was needing my help with getting set up on an internet connection for his online game, as well as dirving him down to the local foodbank... its good to hear from him again, and I dont mind helping, but I do hope he is not becoming too dependant on me, etc...
Yesterday, I almost had a coronary... I was supposed to be at work an hour early, at 9, for some sort of team meeting... I woke up at 9:10... for a while, I just wanting to lock my doors, baracade all the windows, shut off my phone service, and just become a shut in recluse I was so depressed over it... Thankfully, since it was a non-mandatory type thing, it was forgiven...
But it does make me think... is that all there is? Only waking up, going to a job Im disliking more and more, simply because Im afraid to get fired, because I cannot afford to be unemployed? it always seems like the good things to look forward to in life, when there are any, are always fleeting...
Im wanting to go see Finding Neverland, if its still at the Palace East, tomorrow... anyone want to join me?
Ah yes... its Comic Convention Time again!
Im going to KC 2 April, then Im off until the following thursday... Anyone want to join? I may want to be back in wichita the following monday, since Timothy invited me to go see Sin City with him and his group that day, and I may take him up on it...
I was originaly wanting ashley to come with me, since I would undoubtedly be passing through Emporia that day... but somehow, I doubt it...
Blah... why is it, that for months, I would not think so much about her, and only recently, she has been the cause of so much heartache? Sometimes, I hate being human...
But its not so bad I suppose... It only hurts, When I dont have a reason to be a human...