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The Cruxshadows are playing... but it was either their cover or gas for the next 3 days, and considering how I didnt even have the gas to drive to the show, my last 8 was given to the gastank... just as well I suppose- they're a good band and a good show, but not worth sacrificing over... and of course, I know all the people who I hate and who hate me are going to be there, and Im not going to sacrifice an arm and a leg to be around people I dont like...
What pisses me off most though is that I dont even have the money to get the new Ren and Stimpy DVD set... Im mad panicking that they're going to sell out of the limited edition before I get my paycheck on friday.,... grrrrr..... that and Im hungry too.... and my housemate keeps mooching off my damned food... next time, HE gets to do grocery shopping...
On the plus side, I managed to at least squeeze together a few bucks for the final Invader Zim DVD set, containing the unaired episodes... BISCUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still waiting... for the weekend.... Thats just me though... I have a bit of an aquired bad habit of being impatient... mostly a fear of loosing opportunities unless I grab them as quickly as possible, or of loosing things if I dont have them in my hands/sights, etc... horrible habit, really... even the hobbies can fail to distract me from these things... just calm, steady breathing with the eyes closed usualy calms things down a bit... You think its easy, then you try living with OCD... see how easy it is then....
But Im coping... what doesnt kill us.. etc etc etc.... musnt let silly little things like such get to me... I know you all hate reading about such things, but hey, its a part of my life, so I might as well face up and be honest about it....
Thats the problem with some people... they have a fear of honesty.... or at least being honest with and about themselves... if we cant be honest with/about ourselves, then who CAN we be honest with/about?
The Cruxshadows are playing... but it was either their cover or gas for the next 3 days, and considering how I didnt even have the gas to drive to the show, my last 8 was given to the gastank... just as well I suppose- they're a good band and a good show, but not worth sacrificing over... and of course, I know all the people who I hate and who hate me are going to be there, and Im not going to sacrifice an arm and a leg to be around people I dont like...
What pisses me off most though is that I dont even have the money to get the new Ren and Stimpy DVD set... Im mad panicking that they're going to sell out of the limited edition before I get my paycheck on friday.,... grrrrr..... that and Im hungry too.... and my housemate keeps mooching off my damned food... next time, HE gets to do grocery shopping...
On the plus side, I managed to at least squeeze together a few bucks for the final Invader Zim DVD set, containing the unaired episodes... BISCUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still waiting... for the weekend.... Thats just me though... I have a bit of an aquired bad habit of being impatient... mostly a fear of loosing opportunities unless I grab them as quickly as possible, or of loosing things if I dont have them in my hands/sights, etc... horrible habit, really... even the hobbies can fail to distract me from these things... just calm, steady breathing with the eyes closed usualy calms things down a bit... You think its easy, then you try living with OCD... see how easy it is then....
But Im coping... what doesnt kill us.. etc etc etc.... musnt let silly little things like such get to me... I know you all hate reading about such things, but hey, its a part of my life, so I might as well face up and be honest about it....
Thats the problem with some people... they have a fear of honesty.... or at least being honest with and about themselves... if we cant be honest with/about ourselves, then who CAN we be honest with/about?
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Name : William Ward Butler
DOB: 04/16/61
age 43
Maybe you know his kids, last name Butler? Please It is very important that I find this person. Was last known to be living in Kansas. I'm in Florida so there is only so much I can do from here. I'm looking for help from the people of Kansas. Spread the word PLEASE!!!
WILLIAM WARD BUTLER
i need to find him ASAP
thanks
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I have called so many numbers it's crazy.
I just wish I could verify him, and then call.
I was hoping someone would recognize the name. I know he has kids. I'm not sure what age. He has a criminal backgrouond. Between 5'7 and 6'ft. Blue eyes.
I'll find him!
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best of luck to ya :)
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--egypt
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dont be too worried about people wanting to kick your ass... take it from me, they're all talk and gossip... the most they'll do is start some sort of absurd rumour, or something middleschoolish like that
(oops, there I go again...)
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if your into industrial theres this kick ass industrial band coming to wichita in a month they are the god project I saw them in topeka they are soooooo aweome i think youd dig them, im a big industrial music fan and they are deff worth checking out there site is www.godproject.net
--egypt
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check out the site youll dig it.
--egypt
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If her journal is filtered from you to read & yours is filtered, then why would you want to keep her on your list?
I'm sorry to get in the middle of this, and bother you in your journal, but she will delete her journal & not create a new one if you don't take her off your list. You may not care if she does this, but her LJ friends care & we don't want to lose her.
Please just do the right thing by removing her from your friends list.
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The internet is public domain... if she cant stand public attention, then why bother creating a journal?
I do certainly understand your position, and understand where you're coming from... but you begin to wonder what is more important to her- a dead unresolved vendetta, or her livejournal friends...
I suppose I just want to know what the big deal is... never knew, and continue not to know... fankly, shes not really that good an author either... but I like to collect names... I just like to know where the chess pieces are, so to speak...
and of couse, I suppose there's principle... Ive had people I dont want reading my journal reading it... no I dont like it, but I also understand that I cant let my fear of what other people may read dictate my writing, and I also understand that the moment I post online, the privacy of my posts are void... I refuse to write friends only entries, and I try and make a habit of not writing anything I wouldnt want the public to know- Yes, its intimidating,and no, its not easy, but I face my fear to the best of my ability, and when some cant do that, well, they have my sympathies, but not my pity...
Im not stalking, I just happened to stumble upon it, and I like bookmarking things... even if I do take it off a friends list, whats to keep me from bookmarking on the internet explorer?
Who knew an offer of friendship could be taken so offensively?
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Is it that difficult being an adult about this? Why can't you do this? A simple request. If it's names you want, try joining any add me community, like:
The internet is public domain but the public has the right to privatize their little part of the internet. You can enter a public bank vault but I bet you can't get into any of the private boxes.
The unresolved vendetta could easily be resolved if you just took her off your list. It's that simple really. Your looking like the biggest ass, holding on like this. Let it go guy. She doesn't want your friendship, you ruined it by creeping her out with your stalking, oops you called it offering friendship.
There's something seriously wrong with you when
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but I think ultimatly... what I wanted was an answer.... just what exactly did I do to provoke such an extreme responce... what I wanted I think was just a why... not some cop out such as "because you're stoopid" or "because your icky", or something vauge and assumptive like that... curiosity kills the cat I suppose, but what people tend to forget is that satisfaction brings it back...
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see... Immaturity... cannot confront these things in open dialog... how can I answer a charge, if Im not charged with anything formaly?
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It's not my place to tell you what you already know.
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and frankly, Im pretty sure you dont know, and I strongly doubt she knows why either...
very mature, reacting so emotionaly, and not knowing, or even wanting to understand why... some people cannot think, they only react from the emotions...
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If it wasnt your place to tell me what you assumed I already knew (as well as what is now clear what you dont know either), then what made you think it was your place to be posting these things here?
Now, no more backtalk from you.
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Stop playing the "What did I do?" crap. You aren't fooling anyone. Like I wrote before, it's not my place to expose you, I'd really like to, but your the one that has to live with yourself.
Bored now.
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Let's ask
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And believe it or not, Ive even tried apologizing... but, as Ive said before, none are so deaf...
But you've gone through all this trouble so far... so you might as well tell me what you assume that Ive done... maybe you might even hear my side...
I just dont like delusional drama queen people spreading lies about me... just ask anyone...
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when you publish, you have to be prepared to take the full consequences of what you publish... if they can explain what they write, and why, then they have nothing to be afraid of...
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The beauty of having a journal & making it friends only is because you can. All in the interest of keeping out the creeps.
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Myself, I perfer the term tenacious...
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Id love to.... I even tried apologizing.... but none are so deaf that will not hear....
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The only reason you added me was for STALKING purposes and you are quite aware of this fact.
I do not know nf_f_ns_nc in real life and live halfway across the country from her. The only way I spoke with her was through livejournal. Now that her journal is gone, I have no way to get in touch with her.
She said she did not intend to create a new one, so please do not read my journal with the intent of looking for her.
Thank you.
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if she is so intent on disappearing over something so trivial and doesnt have the common courtesy to stay in touch with her friends, then she doesnt deserve that kind of loyalty
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