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May. 3rd, 2005 11:07 am
disappointment...
today at work, this old lady had a nervous breakdown, snapped, and stormed out.... I swear, people have such weak constitutions....
I was only 2 weeks from being off write up, thus being able to transfer to Kansas City, but lo and behold,,,, Im on write off AGAIN, for something so rrediuculaiously trivial, its akin to being sentenced to 6 months hard time for spitting on a douglas sidewalk on a sunday.... If the job didnt pay so damned much, I would be walking home that day as well.... Ah yes, and I flew off the handel with some goddamn alabama redneck cunt who was too stupid to figure out her bill, and determined that it was my fault, thus taking it out on me. Stupid Bitch....
There is nothing left to love.... I hate life.... no, not my life, but LIFE, the concept of life in general....
no one STILL wants to hire me up north.,... I am becoming convinced that I am permanantly sentanced to this shit hole of a city.... 23 years old, and already stuck in a dead end job, in a dead end life....
I tried to get ricki dee to come over, get him to watch Spider-Man 2 and Begotten, but he wouldnt shut up about how everything new "sucks"... sigh.... wish I could find some better company....
but this is life, and in life, you must make do with what you have.... even if you really cannot make much with what you have....
.....
I was only 2 weeks from being off write up, thus being able to transfer to Kansas City, but lo and behold,,,, Im on write off AGAIN, for something so rrediuculaiously trivial, its akin to being sentenced to 6 months hard time for spitting on a douglas sidewalk on a sunday.... If the job didnt pay so damned much, I would be walking home that day as well.... Ah yes, and I flew off the handel with some goddamn alabama redneck cunt who was too stupid to figure out her bill, and determined that it was my fault, thus taking it out on me. Stupid Bitch....
There is nothing left to love.... I hate life.... no, not my life, but LIFE, the concept of life in general....
no one STILL wants to hire me up north.,... I am becoming convinced that I am permanantly sentanced to this shit hole of a city.... 23 years old, and already stuck in a dead end job, in a dead end life....
I tried to get ricki dee to come over, get him to watch Spider-Man 2 and Begotten, but he wouldnt shut up about how everything new "sucks"... sigh.... wish I could find some better company....
but this is life, and in life, you must make do with what you have.... even if you really cannot make much with what you have....
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